finding neverland
yea! i finally gotta watch finding neverland!i love it! other than the fact that johnny depp's performance was so convincing and superb, i think the plot's really insightful!
it's the other perspective that probably most of us have no courage to face, and/or is hidden in everyone of us...
for one, death is really something to be afraid of and nothing to be ashamed of...
and! there's a kid in everyone of us! cliche! but true nonetheless...
for instance, i went out shopping with me eldest bro this afternoon.
mum's decree that i should help fashion idiot bro to pick some nice looking clothes for cny...
and as i was out with him, he kept making lame jokes! he wasn't serious or anything...jus joking and fooling around like i've not seen him before in a long time...
and it was fun and relaxing really...maybe he's in a good mood, maybe he really behaved so unconsciously...in any case, i really appreciate the effort... =)
and the best past is! he's not really controlling me life anymore!!!...as in he's not scrutinising my every move, who i go out with and stuff! rejoice! maybe he finally realise that i'm all grown up! let's hope that i'm right...not trying to be cynical here, but really...
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came home late today, after outing with frens...
mum was really pissed cos i promised her i'll be back to help out with some chores...
but after letting her scold me and letting off some steam, we are on talking terms again...
come every cny, mum will be very stressed up...worry bout this and that...while the rest of us jus relax and dun really care...it's jus cny! why get so uptight! sigh...dun think i'll every understand till maybe i have my own family and have to prepare for my own cny...
i do feel guilty here and there...but not for now...kekeke....
well...better go sleep already...tmr is another long day...
sweet dreams people!!!!!
if love isn't about possessing, then why do i long for you so?
posted by pearlewurly @ 2/08/2005 02:05:00 am
